Love and I

Love used to be a friend of mine
Until he turned his back and left me one too many times
He came with family, friends, and guys
And as quickly as he came sometimes he left without proper good - bye’s

Love took some friends away
Hurt my heart and left me astray
Love fled me taking my friends in death
Why oh why love why
Why put me through this pain and strife

Love stole my family no questions asked
Both those near and dear all that’s left is memories in the past
Shattered my heart, sent my mind in turmoil
I was so mad at love, he made my blood boil.

Love distanced my family
Caused a lot of drama and stupidity
Love broke my trust I no longer believed
Huh….What who is Love.

Love… I thought it was love
But he didn’t love me back
I allowed him to use me and than move on
How could you do me like this forget love

Love, Nah this can’t be
Flee, Flee get away from me
I’ll keep running you won’ catch me
You keep playing with my heart you won’t win not anymore
I’ll keep running until no end
Stay away go away never return again

As I stand staring out at the cold dark gloomy sky
So black it’s blue, clouds rolling and swirling such an angry sky
The rain pours, like its singing my pain
The thunder is roaring like its screaming for me
The lighting piercing my heart, mind, body, and soul

A glimmer steady stream of light rose my head
I was stunned didn’t know what could shine through such a dark sky
An image with an golden aura stood in front of me
He said my child, my princess, my daughter I know why you cry
I feel the pain you dare try but fail to hide
Have you no more faith, have you left it dormant inside

I respond Father I have faith I know your there
I know that your on time, I’m trying to be patient
But I’m tired so tired so tired
I don’t want to cry, nor hurt, feel this pain inside

He says my child you can’t believe you can’t have faith
You keep running from me day after day
You have shun me from your heart
You gave up on me and forgot who I am
No I didn’t I pray to you each day
Stand up and praise your holy awesome name
It’s love I don’t trust and from love which I ran
I could never deny you for your our Lord my God
The creator of me and the only way I can get through all things

My beautiful child I God the Father am Love
If you run from love than you run from me
If you deny love than you deny me
Lose your faith in love than you can not have faith in me
You closed your heart you stop believing

I took away some friends before they could truly break your heart
For they were only meant for a season to teach you to show you how to truly know a friend
I distance your family to end drama and bring a sense of peace
I took some you loved to death to end pain and suffering
To be with me and walk streets of gold, but to watch and smile down on you

I bring you love but you keep pushing me aside.
From the honesty of your heart your prayers and the tears you cry I know you want me
I know that you need me in your life, put your faith to work even more when you get tired
I know you want love
Find your faith and believe, that is when you will find me
God that is love
Love me first with your whole heart
Love yourself completely
Than I can show you another love that is to be

So take this love I give you not for a day a month or a season
But take this love and give love back
Love me, love yourself, and love the one’s in your life for all the right reasons